It was 4:39 am when I felt an unwavering rush to express—an irresistible urge to reflect upon the greatest gift I've unwrapped time and time again: self-expression. In this blog post, I share my personal journey through creativity and emotion, exploring how self-expression has become a powerful tool for personal growth and connection.

I've been struggling with imposter syndrome, leading to stagnation and isolation. Fear takes over, and I drop projects, self-sabotaging my success. I'm holding myself accountable, tired of being scared and standing still.

I don’t know what I want to ‘focus’ on… at once. Truthfully, I want to run and hide. But this is a moment of opportunity, a chance for me to actually pivot this time. I know what I can’t do for sure. I can’t go and create another big thing, thinking it’ll be ‘the one.’

I’m terrified and uncomfortable as hell writing this, but an inner voice is telling me I’ll be glad I shared this later. It’s a shitty feeling to realize you’re hitting the same wall project after project.

I don't know what I want sometimes. I'm never satisfied. I get stressed. Always trying to one-up myself. Orchestrating every single idea and plan in my mind.